Feeling Kept Inside

sigh

2007-09-18T12:09:00.000+08:00

sian.. mani thing have been happening to mi recently sigh..

i'm afraid i'm gonna have a break down soon.

like tis morning wanted to go sch. guess wad parent quarrel again.. sigh.
and the best part 4 policeman came to my house to check. my mum room (which is my room)
the wooden door crack after my dad threw 3 punches to the door. sigh..

after tt my mum n dad have been called to attend court in the morning. haix. mi n my sis are in a diffcult position. and wad mi n my sis came out an idea. is that we both go work and try own a house when my sis hit age of 21 and move out and i told her alright i see whether i'm able to earn tt much anot.

and i decided if really move out ask my dad n mum give us monthly allowance and hopefully my baby can pei mi stay sigh =(

sigh sorry baby abt ytd. sigh.. realli sorry. ='(

2007-09-09T21:21:00.000+08:00

Hao la ppl.. i shall blog awhile since i have chance to use my fren com shall blog awhile..

first thing first i never been update cause com broken down but dad gonna send it for repair soon le =)

secondly now i'm undergoing driving lesson so yea might be busy lopx.
everydae routine its abt same

ytd went movie wit ruting n BABY =D FINALLY >.<
watch hairspary

so FREN take note although my blog might be dead.

BUT TAG ITS NOT DEAD CAN STILL TAG N CHAT =)
sorry guys =)

2007-06-19T23:05:00.000+08:00

ok shall blog from 18 onward =)
18 june

went out wit baby to celebrate her sweet 15 bdae ^^
hehe. actualli was on 19 de but book by family member/ relative le. so nvm ^^
we went on 18 lopx..
FINALLY. we get to go out =) hehe..

first thing first.. abt 10.00am i went over to her hse first pass her bdae present BUT
NOT TO OPEN xD lol until 12am den can open =) haha but wad my sis gave her de i let her open =) and turns out that the present is wad my baby wanted to buy last time haha..
a black T- Shirt wit 4 word on it.. " I'm Addicted To Shopping" xD lol.. suitable for her la =) haha..

so joke wit her slack awihle abt 11 den start our outting xDD

first we went to amk hub.. which my baby heven go before so i bting her walk around to those shop that worth to see lol.. cuz dun still got other place to go to so yea dun wish to waste much time so yea walk awhile.. haha baby bought a earring for her fren CHERYL =) haha yup den after tt mi n baby came across a shop call Punk Stars Lol ITS NICE OK!

love those crown T-shirt la i wanna buy~~ >.< next time den.. wit baby.=)
so we walk abt 12+? den my stomach start to quarrel liao haha.. so went to settle tis problem at food court lopx..halfway through eating out of the sudden.. *photo taken* caught red handed by baby for cutting the eggs into half which i wanted to give her de lol..

ok after eating left amk hub next we went to orchard.. haha. halfway through at Far East Plaza baby saw her fren haha so qiao sia =) den baby come wit prepared. lol she at home look at her magazine to look for those cloth of thing she want she drop it down o her hp n bring it out =) haha.. we both go search for the shop lopx. we founded all the shop. but onli one thing different.. that is.. she forgotten wad she wanna buy oso LOL xD cute sia.. so we jus walk walk lopx.. den awhile walking i look at downstair got Dragon Bead Candy! woot went down.. and keep searching for the candy LOL kinda lost at the moment of searching for candy lol.. finally reached.. i bought my candy le den baby oso she buy her muah chee =) hehe.. so we sat down at one bench to eat at the same time rest our feet xD

after eating we went basement =) saw one crown jacket den i ask baby go see lopx.. haha never expect the crown so chio la. attracted her eye hehe.. the most cute part is.. my baby cannot decide wad to buy all so nice~~ lol.. so i help her lopx.. =D which is the nicer of all jacket =)
but baby wan the full jacket de but i told her to buy half jacket.. nvm al baby next time go buy the full jacket lopx.. ok? =)

haha after tt went to herren =) upon reaching, something happen there is 2 gal came approached us she ask whether can interview us n take foto of us cuz they r looking for ppl who have their own style LOL. WOOT STYLE haha.. but sry we rejected haha den along the way i keep telling baby we have our own style den she keep laughing >.< lol..

after walking to herren our leg is like dunno hit by durian how mani time >.< veri SOUR LOL!! haha.. decided to go opposite of herren. which is Cineleisure. haha so went to veri top? there is one round sofa there. yea crap wit baby there n took some picture =) hehe cute sia she.. after tt we from somerset decided to walk to PS somemore it was like going to rain le so yea haha we walk kinda abit fast?? while walking we was singing Ai De Zhu Xuan Lu and Would You Be There hehe.. so happi to sing song wit her la! =)

after tt reach ps le.. we walk awahile let SOur again =.= so we drop at BK hardly see soul there lopx.. so we borrow one of their table to relax lopx..
den there is 2 couple there.. keep looking dunno at wad sai. den i pass baby her bag ask her cover her skirt.. one guy jus opposite of her onli keep bioing la. tmd he got stead liao still look here.. y u think ya stead buang ar keep looking here ma de. somemore got tico bin la EEEE YEEE!!! den the guy dunno wad he sae to her buang stead den she look at my baby. ahah cute sia baby diao her back xD haha. den i saw baby dunno diao who den i turn look at the couple den the guy look mi den i diao him oso. ass la he his face oso buang de leis not onli her stead the guy more worst. dunno run by MRT how mani time, face give aeroplane use for landing LOL

alright.. after we left PS went over to couple lab look at those ring.. was thinking help my mum work earn money den buy for her. and our future haha she knows =)

so went to took mrt send her home =) along the way was listening to my mp3 wit baby lopx.. haha we keep singing Ai De Zhu Xuan Lu hehe den she keep saying i laugh at her singing.. but i nv... from my view she sing the couple song wit mi its like so CUTE la =) first time so happi lopx.. =) thx baby =D

reached semb.. send her home.. actualli she onli let mi until lift onli she tot her parent at home.. turns out dun haf so yea went in haha.. so went to her room first time she saw something BIG on her table from her fren de BIG DOGGY Woot before reach home i tell baby see whether their present got bigger den mi anot turn out REALLLI BIG lol~ oh well haha.. its ok as long she happpi can le =) den after opening all those present left mine heven open.. haha baby so temping la Lol at first i dun let her open see her so happi open so much present le i relented =) let her open too hehe... =D

after tt left her house le.. back to my home.. changed cloth chat wit her awhile on the fone lopx.. haha baby keep wan mi wad i plan for her for the life of her as a memorable bdae soo bad cannot make mi sae =) haha...

abt 8+ met up wit hee wit he willing to accompany to semb hehe thx man =) so yea bought candle n lighter.. hehe.. went over to her place.. at night.. find spot.. and slack awhile at somewhere.. haha we play at a block near semb SS hee wit burn candy -.- LOL
after tt went to canbeara park (sry for spelling) its was so dark la Lol hee wit was scare LOL stay close to me =.= wad the lol.. haha yea after playing 10+ reach back to her house downstair since she cannot come out i shall make her see from top =) haha.. gather thing tt i need and start the thing i wanted to do.. finished at abt zhun zhun 12 from wad i heard from abby when i call her see while i see my hp was late by 3min? a big heart wit her name inside.

yea baby hope u like it=) and hope its a sweet memorable 15 bdae =) shall post the foto other time =)

baby after all this i done for u hope u noe my love for u is true =)

iloveyou <3

2007-06-15T07:29:00.000+08:00

shall blog. since i cannot sleep.. ytd went over to find baby =)as usual we for no reason fight again lol.. i fall off her bed dunno like 4 time? somemore keep laughing non stop.. lol. so fun la. haha.. after tt accompany her to her bro room play wit her neopet LOL.. was fun lopx.. haha.. we play game together lol so cute.. i oso long time nv play neopet le. after tt oso accompany mingan play xbox. lol..
den when abt 5? dark cloud gather veri fast.. baby scare i get caught in the rain so she ask mi leave first. lol. lucky nv get caught in the rain =) when i just reach sp start to rain le.

den receiveed baby sms she sae she could have ask mi stay at her hse longer instead of i being stuck at sp lol.. baby its ok de la i was slacking n buy something to eat =) after awhile the rain not tt big le as i have already eaten finish my thing headed to mrt station le lopx. along the way to to yishun sms wit her lopx..

reached yishun mrt.. pass through the underpass guess who i saw. lol becky mei. lol chatted wit her awhile lopx..after tt headed to interchange.

while walking to interchange along the way wanted to get something from old chang kee to bite mouth itchy.. lol.. but Q too long lazy so yea. nv buy any.. nice timing when i reach interchange, the bus to my house just reach lol.. so yea went home.
after tt called wei chang as he wanted to play basket ball oh well lol.. chang tyco la Lol.. other dae rematch lopx.. 7 point nia i onli lose u 1 point Lol.. at least i win 1st round lol..

after basket ball went to chang hse..awhile to intro him a game call Granado Espada lol.. den help him download lopx.. den his dad came. bring us to eat at blastier.. thx uncle =)

after tt wanted to go home de den one uncle ask mi for coffee.. fk sia. call mi go den dun wan go le sian..before i call uncle i call baby first dun wish to let her wait too long sorry baby =( after tt i call the uncle.. he sae dun wan tired.. den suan le. unhold baby call chat wit her until i reach home den u use hse fone call her lopx..

baby. i'm sorry for todae.(1am+) i made u cry again =( sigh.. everytime u sae ya not a good gf to mi i dun think so lopx.. but think of mi.. i think i not a good bf either =( i keep making u cry sigh.. sorry baby.. =( i realli hope i could wash away ya sadness n start anew for the both of us =(
i dun wish to see my precious baby to be sad whenever she think abt her past n bring her past feeling out to reality.

baby.. hope u can understand =( sigh. i do tis is i wish to make ya feeling numb for the past. dun wish to bring it up again n make u sad. wo zen de wu xiang kan dao ni shang xing.. forgive mi..

2007-06-14T00:29:00.000+08:00

ok as promise to my baby =) i shall update abit since long time nv blog le. lol..

alright tis few daes accompany baby lopx.. =) haha so happi la xD

todae ago was our 1st month xD
happi sia.. first time ever stead give mi for 1st month =) so sweet of her la xD
lydia love u <3 =)

she give mi erm milk bottle? inside hold wit some stars and some paper and some seed? Lol hehe so cute la plus card ^^

one more even special baby pascififer? LOL dunno how to spell la =X
anyway as veri happi lopx.. =) thx baby. hha..

WTF

2007-06-01T18:19:00.000+08:00

wad the hell. someone keep pestering my baby.

talk as if noe each other for like since pri sch
talk as if like long lost contact
talk like as if never talk to gal before
talk like if she realli wanna msg him like tt bhb la hor..

tmd let post something tt the shameless guy wrote n wad i replied

The Guy
weiix you better take ur second photo off. really not suitable deh.. ltr all dose perverts will cope your photo. ii as ur friend tell you.. listen to me..

Replied
my gf oso dunno who r u at the first place and why does she have to listen to you she have the right to choose..

The Guy
kns!
i hao xin advice u also nv say thank you still sae u listen to ur BF!
u got BF still put single u sibei li hai leh... nvm i dun care le
i DIAM!
' 'BOCHUP u!

Replied
lol.. her profile put single while i having relationship wit her i oso nv sae anything abt her profile single why does it have to do wit u?

2007-06-01T16:02:00.000+08:00

ok. shall blog abt todae =)
todae went sch WEE FINALLY LAST DAE OF SCH woot^^

but......

4th of june nid to go back for exam >.<

todae teacher eat wrong medicine? release us early =) usually was 11:30 release but for todae. before 11 teacher release us le. yup went home changed den off to meet my baby =) accompany her till 2+? den send her to tuition lopx.. =( miss her sia..

after tt home again.. =)

baby =) we wait for tml den we go walk walk xDD long time nv go out walk liao hehe.

2007-05-31T07:09:00.000+08:00

back from fishing tiring dae >.<

wa no luck for todae sia.. not even a fish all got away tmd =.=
todae the lucky guy again xiang =.= argh!!
next time i make better bait go there again lol~~
anyway was fun. onli the chicken lung? veri ERR XIN omg~~.

gonna sleep soon. wait for my baby to call mi when she wake up =)

2007-05-30T19:37:00.000+08:00

decided to change blog skin le hehe.
baby like it ma? xDD

oso change blogsong which regina intro de thx.
Westlife - Written In The Stars

still got problem wit links zz sian..

baby i did tis for u de hope u like it =)

2007-05-29T01:40:00.000+08:00

ok long time nv blog le.. sry guys for not updating =/ kinda lazy ba?

ok tis few days sch sch sch =.= worst thing the last sundae went back sch got make up lesson wtf.. is like wa lao eh. lol. ask mi swipe the workshop floor leis wa lao.. know tt the metal chip so sharp n is hard to swip la.. nvm i swip.. after tt? ask mi mop workshop.. tmd.. my house toilet oso not as clean as the workshop la.. den i bo bian.. for the sake of the attendance wad to do..i jus do lopx..
after finishing my work ab 1pm+ le den went home sleep. tired..

tis few daes got meet baby too =) miss her sia..
we got took some funni foto oso.. shall post other dae. cuz wit my other fone wait till i transfer the foto to my 6280.. =)

my baby keep on wanting baby. haha. cute sia.. somemore long feng tai LOL!! xDD
weee baby my hols coming le =) we can go out soon le or play wit puzzle xDD haha..
love u baby =))

2007-05-24T00:59:00.000+08:00

finally done wit my editting thx xiang teach me =) haha.. baby like it ma xD
hehe..

kae la going to bed soon.
sigh. siao liao la.. TML NIGHT MAKE UP LESSON wa lao eh stupid la~~ si liao somemore my 2 fren one go work pon lesson the other one no money oso PON kaox.i cannot pon sobs >.<

dunno how to survive tml see how ba =(

iloveyou baby.

2007-05-23T22:41:00.000+08:00

This quiz has less than 67 questions.Choose 7 friends to do this quiz!Here's what you're supposed to do....and DON'T spoil the fun.PUT HOW LONG IT TOOK YOU TO DO THIS AS THE SUBJECT.

1. Start Time: 10.50
2. Name: cheehan
3. Nickname: ask my baby^^
4. Astrology sign: Taurus
5. Gender: Male
6. Hair color: Brown
7. Eye color: Brown
8. Height: 172cm
9. Favorite color: Black, blue, brown, white n others colours..
1o. Glasses: No
11. tattoos: No
12. Birthplace: Mt Alvernia. I think..
13. Area code: har.
14. TRUE friends: Jia gui, Jerome and my others brothers at my blog..

~******HAVE YOU EVER*****

15. cut your own hair? : got..during pri sch
16. Done something in the past regret?: yes
17. Have you ever met someone you were not supposed to? : yes
18. Skipped school? : alot of time
19. Bungee jumped? : nope.
2o. Punched someone? : yes
21. Cheated on someone? : no
22. Been arrested? : no
23. Broken into someones house?: no
24. Been to a funeral? : yes
25. Used a lighter? : yes

*****FAVORITE*****

26. Season: winter
27. Ice cream flavor: chocolate chip
28. School subject(s): home n sleeeping
29. Candy: depend =D
3o.Breakfast: anything when it comes to hungry
31. Juice: fruit
32. Book(s): i dun read those make mi slp unless interesting
33. Movie(s): alot oso sia.. my favourite hobby
34. Song(s): i like alot of song oso..
35. Letter(s): no one ever send mi i oso dun wan Lol..
36. Favorite fast food restaurant : mac? or long john lopx..
37. Disney Princess: catch no ball lol..
38. TV station: seldom watch tv nowadays//
39. Name for a son: heven think abt it lol~
4o. Name for a daughter: same oso =.=

******DO YOU PREFER*****

41. Chocolate or Vanilla? : both?
42. Alcoholic or not? : i dun drink la =.=
43. Scary movies or comedies? : both ba already said movie is my hobby
44. Short or long hair? : SHORT LA i boy leis =.=
45. Croutons or bacon bits? : hmm dunno.. depend

******FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND******

46. Mexicans in general: baby smiles =)
47. School: sleep, sian
48. Grass: someone sae my hair =.=
49. Cow: MUUUUU LOL!!
5o. Canada: baby baby baby
51. Mouse: dead mouse i saw todae lol..
52. Hands: alot of scars =/

******THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU******

53. Watched a movie? : no
54. Talked on the phone?: yes
55. Cried? : no
56. Choked?: no
57. Drank a glass of water? : got..
58. Done Drugs? : nope.. so far nope..
59. Read a book or magazine? : seldom read oso
6o. Watched TV? : dun think so
61. Looked in the mirror? : yes
62. Taken a shower? : wa lao eh nonsense leis lol. got la =.=
63. Taken a picture? : erm got. haha
64. Listened to music? : ALWAYS
65. Kissed someone? :hmmm.. ask baby^^
66. Told someone you liked them: no
67. End time: 11.10pm

Now for the Lucky picks:
(1): ANYONE
(2): WHO
(3): WANT
(4): TO
(5): DO
(6): THIS
(7): LUCKY PICKS

2007-05-23T02:52:00.001+08:00

ok i got nothing to do. so yea played wit photoshop =)

created my own blogskin for my baby de =)
but the font kinda error the tag board is at T and my link at my G =.=

i tml or something den i edit ba.. gonna sleep le.. todae still got sch =/

2007-05-22T00:47:00.001+08:00

okie. shall blog before i sleep..

first thing first >.<
sian tml make up lesson wa lao eh~~~ until veri late... no~~ boring lesson..

todae wanted to go sch de.. no mood. so yea didn't went.. but promise lydia muz go all the way until hols. 4 more days nia=)..

kae la almost nothing to blog le.. gonna change blog skin soon liao. =)
gtg sleep le.. take care guys those who r reading my blog.. although kinda boring =.=.

i miss her.

sigh..

2007-05-18T20:54:00.000+08:00

haix.. got family problem le.. why my family like tt sia sigh.. realli one dae i will move out.. n never come back realli happi for my fren they all although they dun like their parent.. but. ya guys jus wun feel like it if they realli dun bother wad u doing outside.. like wad my family although they care. care abt wad my studies... wad else? nothing. sigh..

how i wish to have my family back when i was pri 6.. seriously speaking i miss my pri 6 life wit parent.. its been 6 years ever since they stop beating mi or scold.. sigh..

dunno wad to do now..

2007-05-18T20:23:00.000+08:00

ok.. long time nv blog le.. my blog too old shall find somedae update all =)

todae went to sch test -.-.. sian but kinda fun somemore early release =D usually 11.30 todae onli 10 sia.. so happi somemore can meet my baby early =D

after tt went home change cloth le de off to meet her =)
wait for her at bus stop den accompany her at block downstair den accompany her to her tuitor hse block =) den went off to meet rizal haha..

nv expect so qiao to meet him somemore near by sia! lol.. den yea slack wit him n his fren den play awhile soccer lopx.. until 4 when her tuition finish den accompany her to sun plaza buy thing den off to her hse =D

baby sry nv accompany u jus now =( hope u can forgive mi.

2007-05-12T01:34:00.000+08:00

ok her to blog.. first of all THX ALL FOR CELEBRATING MY BDAE LOVE YA xDDD

haha thx the boys.jia gui, jun xiang, jerome,melvin, kun long, lin jei, zhi jian and eddie for wishing mi =)
thx the gals oso =D si ling, yan jin, jia min, jia hui and joey for wishing mi =)
its more den enough for mi le thx all ^^

next time dun give present la =.= ppl present i happi le^^

at first we wait for 12am abt 11 like tt we decided to go yishun park play lol~~ ok la quite fun ^^
realli thx.. we started playing some noob thingy Lol~~ like play swing i think onli play swing nia LOL!!

den receive 18 punch from zhi jian =.= although painful but lun lopx.. to be sporty =D thx jian =)
den 27 hard slap from jia min. and 27 some hard some soft slap from joey thx =) tio two head butt from zhi jian =.=

after that we started saying some ghost stories n some fact stories after tt went to meet up wit ling she got something to share wit mi ba? lol so yea chatted awhile wit her den we send her home den our turn to go home tired dae but fun =)

2007-05-10T04:06:00.000+08:00

wa so long nv blog le.. hmm tis time i think my bdae less ppl ba? nvm la haha at least my brothers n fren got wish mi is good enough le.. those who noe mi i actually dun realli like present.. justoo waste of money all i wan is they got heart to wish mi bdae is fine le^^

jus now went ktv wit my fren they all at woodland cevil centre =) make 2 new fren there.. sharon i think n one more guy forget he seldom talk =.= quite friendly =)

before i go home.. met up wit becky mei =) at semb mrt den i accompany walk wit her at np lopx.. after tt her turn to accompany mi le wa ahahhaa...
went to bird shop^^ buy toys for my parrot~~ haha.. den after tt she sae she meeting her fren at safra den i accompany walk till there lopx.. anyway near wad.. bird shop at 900+ den after tt from yishun park walk home..

reached my hse downstair saw PRI sch malay fren woot^^ shiok sia long time nv see em ^^ den chatted wit em awhile den went home.. hse fone rang call mi go down ready for ktv wtf.. now back to home see mail den gonna sleep soon tml lessson =.= sian got caught for hair colour =.=

2007-05-01T06:28:00.001+08:00

changed blog song..

i shall post some old song which is nice.

which always make mi recall back thing.. sigh.. its nice..

by TANK - 专属天使 enjoy =)

2007-05-01T06:21:00.000+08:00

ok.. its been long time ever since i blogged.. my com is back from repair now.. but system still old cannot make it soon le i guess.. tis com follow mi for 6yrs+ le ba soon cannot make it le.. feel like upgrading but.. dun think so ba where to get money? sigh.. maybe after i n xiang join police force?? maybe ba...

oh well tis few dae mi n xiang went go parsir ris for fishing? lol.. wit my other fren.. haha, lucky me.. i got the biggest fish^^

erm guys.. those who r reading my blog may 2 to 4 i will no be in singapore le.. haha.. be back by 5 which is sat lopx.. so take care guys =)

2007-04-20T01:45:00.000+08:00

ok as wad xiang sae.. shall blog.. since i going sleep soon.. hmm ytd went for a sudden PRI SCH FREN GATHERING xD lol.. at 437 basket ball court ^^ we have me, wei chang, jia gui, jun xiang, andy and ivan haha.. was chatting happily n funny lopx. haha den after tt went to play basket fun game xD but reach home my leg super pain.. nv wear shoes den wne i jump den land improperly.. injure.. sigh.. again.. pain.. dun care.. more important is i enjoy those time can le. before i enter into a place where i can hardly enjoy.. which is together wit xiang to join the police force.. =)

sigh.. back to my own problem.. anyone can explain to mi wad the meaning of "family"?
i dun think is [F]ather [A]nd [M]other [I] [L]ove [Y]ou.. sigh.. dunno wad happening around me.. alot of thing happen sigh.. i jus realli hope one thing.. dun wanna have anything happen to the family.. seriously. i love em alot.. yet.. they put mi in diffcult position.. in the result that my sis have to sometime went over to her stead house to stay.. wad abt me? i been thinking.. anything happen i jus move out and MIA myself n live independantly myself outside.. whether i'm able to survive outside its my problem liao.. where i sleep i dun mind.. if i can have the chance to earn money i will to support myself.. cuz i noe my family cannot hold on anymore longer dun ask mi why i dun wish to sae.. sigh... how i wish my family can turn back when i was primary school.. they scold n scold us.. they dun quarrel infact joke wit each other.. wad abt now?? totally its a 470 degree turn.. sigh. whats happening. sigh.. realli dunno.. feel like crying feel like going overseas n dun return i dun wish to see tis kind of thing happening i jus LOVE my family.. jus em.. they r one i need most...

guys.. if ya guy reading my blog.. think back dun be rude to ya parent.. u wun get used to it when they dun scold n dun even bother u serious.. all i wan now is to enjoy myself n spend time wit family. but hard.. guys think back really.. dun regret at the end.. hope ya guys noe how i truely feel..

jie its ok if u get ya pay.. use it yaself.. dun give me half i dun nid.. i will find my own way to find food to eat dun worry..u nid it more den me..i noe ya pattern.. thanks..

2007-04-19T17:38:00.000+08:00

haha.. change blog song again le tis wan oso nice suddenly dig old song lol

enjoy guys

Hinder - Lips Of An Angel

2007-04-18T15:01:00.000+08:00

ok blogsong changed xD..

i suddenly think tis song cute and nice so i jus post xD enjoy

akon-dont_matter

2007-04-18T10:09:00.000+08:00

its been days since i last blog.. sry guys.. sch sch sch.. come back already half dead dun feel like blogging.. ytd haf badminton at my sch though lose but i learn something from the teacher n other adult which they are pro didn't get to score more den 5 onli some..

after badminton went eat dinner near BB mrt station together wit wen jie he accompany mi play badminton xD thanks..

after tt wen jie nid to meet her stead den not enough time to send mi till bus stop den i sae nvm stead more important.. before tt when in mrt he oso ask mi y i kinda emo den i told him.. sigh.. listen to those song we used to sing together n listen together.. and some i remember ya voice of singing sigh.. i almost 1 drop come out of ya eye when think back i keeep it.. after tt erach yishun interchange i decided to walk home from there lopx.. sigh.. wanna get emo plus walking back the route where i use to walk wit u to northpoint sigh..

to the gal i still miss
up till now its been 4 month and 2 days since we break up.. and i still cannot forget abt you sigh.. oso dunno wad can i do to make u come back to my side once again.. seriously speaking.. i really never fall for a gal so so deep before haix. feeling is still there still have not change.. feel like crying but.. no tears came out sigh.. hope anything goes well for u.. anything happen hope u can call mi.. i dun wanna see anything happen you. hope she is reading this..

2007-04-12T04:53:00.000+08:00

wa long time nv blog le yea? oh well i woke up at tis stupid time? idin't noe i sleep so long.. ytd 2 dae ago at night went fishing wit frens.. ton tilll morning.. reach home abt 7+ morning.. den went to sleep sleep till now den i wake up =.= wtf.. lol.. anyway was fun during fishing super funny n exciting lol..

after tt while waiting for fish i open my mp3 n yea we started chatting abt last time thing.. den they sae i still cannot forget abt her.. and yes.. still cant sigh.. dunno why. although outside of mi might not care abt her.. wad abt inside? sigh.. i myself oso confuse..

if u are reading my blog.. i wish to tell u. up to now i still heven forget abt u.. seriously speaking.. maybe we r not meant to be together? if maybe we still cannot understand each other well? sigh.. but i realli hope i can get one final chance jus one final chance is enough for me..
i hope when ya down u can look for mi share ya burden or wanna vent ya anger oso can look for mi i dun mind.. i will put my position as a fren to let u scold n wack or wadever.. sigh.. hope u know i'm there for u when ya down.

2007-04-08T11:51:00.000+08:00

hmm okie. i shall blog.. tis few dae was alright? when for shao mu. i have to go cuz i'm the biggest in the father side. so yea.. cannot sae dun go lopx.. reach there abt 8+am? den my cousin come to my house play lol.. play until abt 7+pm den they went for dinner wit my dad den i sleep alone at home too tired. cuz the dae before nv sleep AGAIN... ZZZ sian.. den now my like was like owl? LOL. den ytd cannot sleep went to play basket ball wit chang again lol. play awhile AWHILE onli leis den dunno which idiot call police.. wa lao eh i veri good liao weekday nv play leis onli weekend. somemore todae sundae liao everyone all off ma cannot play mehs LOL.. den funni when chang wanan choot i sae got police he like dun care tot i wanna make him miss =.= den i ask him look behind haha he was like how how how LOL!! funni..

sigh.. ok back to shao mu the part.. when was going to my grandma house long pang my cousin n grandma my dad ask mi a veri diffcult question again sigh.. those who noe my problem should noe wad the question is liao..

and after thinking for sometime. my answer would be. anything happen to anyone of em i will help regardless whether i'm capable anot.. and either i help both if not dun help both i wun wish to play in unfair way..
(jie u should noe wad i mean)

so guy.. treasure wad u have now.. enjoy every hours, min and sec wit ya family dun wait until something went wrong trust mi u dun like the feeling.. sigh..

i shall end now..

2007-04-06T04:07:00.000+08:00

sian.. ytd wake up at 6+ WTF LA WA LAO EH~~~~ dun wan so late wake up.. erm sorry guy those who cannot contact mi.. my bill totally cut off liao.. not even allow mi for free incoming call n receive sms wtf.. whose who wanna find mi call my house? i already give some my house number to my fren le.. try contact mi through that number if not from my fren..sry again..

todae was nothing lopx.. play awhile basket ball onli sian.. have a little fight wit joey n jia min. sian.. forget abt it.. dun wish to talk abt it.. todae oso saw her at basket ball court sigh.. wanted to talk to her de.. but suan le as her fren there dun wish to dsiturb ba? sigh den almost light off she went home =/sigh.. kae la.. shall stop blog le other dae ba.. todae good fridae have to go shao mu..

2007-04-04T20:27:00.000+08:00

shal blog.. sian slept at 7+? den wake up at 8pm+ now OMG!! i dun wan sleep so late~~~ sian..
dunno wanna do wad so bored.... oh well maybe later go basket ball court awhile.. den see how ba..

2007-04-03T04:48:00.000+08:00

ok gonna blog before i go to slp.. hmm.. tis few daes was still same >.< ytd morning abt 3am+ wne t play basket ball wit chang =) lol.. we nothing to do cannot sleep oso.. haha den play till abt 5+ nearly 6 den went to 419 there slack..saw kun long.. lol chatted awhile.. hey thanks for ya concern man..haha.

while slacking was hoping tt can i see her? ever since long time nv see her in sch U n going to sch in the morning. oh welll. didn't get to see her.. its ok.. after that abt 6:30am den i went home.. slack till abt 1pm den sleep WTF cannot slp sia..

kae gonna end here =)

2007-04-02T10:21:00.001+08:00

changed blogskin

old song w0 ke yi suddenly wanna put it at my blog..

2007-04-02T09:58:00.000+08:00

oh well long time nv update yea? 2 dae ago was april fool dae.. zzz got trick by my gan mei ZZ ROAR!! wa lao eh.. haha its ok.. hmmm tis few dae was kinda waste?? wake up at abt 5 to 6 sometime 7pm ZZZZ waste my hols sia.. den ended up cannot sleep during midnite SIAN.. someone who think you r free do call mi wake up at abt 1pm ZZ i dun wish to wake up so late. haha thx gona sleep nw =D

2007-03-30T17:08:00.001+08:00

last but not least.. if i'm not wrong.. its friendship dae?? xD happi friendship dae to all if its real LOL!!

2007-03-30T17:05:00.000+08:00

well its been few daes ever since i last blogged.. oh well.. few dae ago went for badminton again.. at mountbatte cc. after tt went for dinner wit my wei chang dad den off to his house yea.. updated my PSP WOOT!! thanks wei chang dad =D Version 3.11 wee~~ hmm later maybe gonna go for kun long they all the bbq le lol.. nothing else i can blog abt.. everydae wake up abt 5+ ZZZ slept from 7am or 10 am like tt.. muz change liao lol..

2007-03-28T05:22:00.000+08:00

alright.. its has been few week since i last blogged. sry guy... cuz my dad yo know.. did not pay bil den cut off sian.. so yea didn't get to use it infact nothing to use onli listen to song.. tis few dae was alright lopx.. when now its my ite hols.. thinking of how to make full use of it other den go to work.. which i'm still not realli ready.. so yea dun think abt it first..sry guy for not updating which amke my blog kinda dead?? lol nothing to see.. haha.. oh well gonna sleep soon.. shall blog maybe todae night or something? xD

2007-03-19T13:49:00.000+08:00

for 5 dae ever since i last blog.. ok.. tis few dae was ok. play basket ball, hang out wit fren awhile and play badminton.. like tis lopx..

ytd went to my house downstair play basket ball.. play until 6+ rest until dunno wads time den my fern suggest tt go 437 play basket ball again.. ZZZ den i sae anything lopx.. went there pla. alot of matches.. si bei tired.. n kana wack alot of place.. ZZZ the most funniest is my house downstair there.. one guy wanna layup den pass through mi den kana elbow by mi on the head Lol.. soorry man didn't to do that.. den at 437 i kana wack by one big size guy.. no one wanna block him.. wei jie ask mi u wan block jerome or big size de i sae big size.. den ZZZZ sway lol... after i play some match found out tt she is there too lopx. never expect that she will come.. so long nv see her le.. sigh.. good luck to you.. after tt went to have dinner.. den to my fren house lopx.. until 5+ am den i go home >.< tired sia.. den as usual nv go sch ZZZZ promise tml i muz go liao.. 4 more dae to holidae xD

2007-03-14T15:23:00.000+08:00

hmm... ytd wanted to go sch de..cuz lesson start at 1 den i meet fren abt 12+ den his house there the bus always full house until he wait for he bus liao abt 1+ liao den i sian liao we both oso sian.. den we decided to catch a movie lol~~ Just Follow Law. although a veri long show but ok la jus for the fun haha.. after tt went home.. wait till abt 6:30 met up wit chang n his dad for dinner >.<>.<

todae abt 3 den wake up sian.. nv go sch.. cannot go..

2007-03-13T00:28:00.000+08:00

wa another boring dae ok la.. todae went to accompany my dad to dunno where la.. he have an appointment wit a lawyer ask mi follow him ask mi to help him translate. ZZZ in the end? ask mi do wad? stay outside wait for him wth... sian...

after tt ask my dad drive mi to bishan meet eugene, kun long, lin jei, rui kun one guy dunno who sorry and zi jian.. yea dun wish to sae why la.. haha so skip..

after tt from 4+ stay till 10+ after tt took bus 851 i guess nv see the bus number lol.. after tt took bus back to interchange.. den took 804 back to 418 have dinner wit em.. den met up ait my sis. den saw yan jin, si ling and su kheng lol.. they all sitting opposite of my table nia lol.. after tt walk wit my sis to see my dad.. along the way home saw su kheng again den accompany walk awhile den home to blog... sian ar tml lesson go n die la.

2007-03-11T02:50:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. few dae nv blog le.. past few dae was a no life dae nothing to talk abt.. ok ytd.. went out wit zi hui.. den after tt have badminton at 8 till 10 was a fun game wit em =) alot of ppl playing haha.. veri fun.. after tt went wit my fren n his dad drive us to blastier drink herbal tea.. after tt same place but walk some distance eat bak ku teh.. thx uncle =) after tt now home.. gonna sleep soon..

2007-03-08T03:28:00.001+08:00

wa lao.. blog still got something wrong lehs sian.. link under construction i other dae do..
somemore posting veri lagg lehs after i click publish almost next dae den can see tje post wtf..=.=

2007-03-07T14:35:00.000+08:00

was a boring dae again.. yups.. didn't went sch again =.= sigh..
wad the hell i'm doing can't i just go sch study get tt stupid cert n find a job liao simple thing i cannot do? wtf..

i dun wish to be a slacker anymore.. i wanna be someone useful!!!

alright ytd have some word wit eugene.. they ask mi whether wanna go sentosa.. i'm fine wt mi ton lehs xDD shiok.. sundae ton till monday w00t~~ =)
alright i'm gonna be a jackass there liao.. disturb ppl~~
hmm maybe mondae not going sch again?? due to ton i oso not sure when i hols.. forget it...

2007-03-06T10:39:00.001+08:00

ytd went out wit wei chang =D pri sch long lost contact fren.. yea he wanna accompany mi to buy mc de cuz i did not go to sch saw the long Q in polyclinic =.= sian liao den forget it lol..

after tt went for breakfast den went to his place.. den suddenly my fren his hp rang den he ask mi whether did i call wrong.. den i check my pocket my HP IS NOT WIT MI~~~

den i realise my hp is gone.. pick up the call its goes like tis..
The Gal: hello is tis wei chang?
Me: ermn yea..
The Gal: ya hp is wit mi leis i found it on the bus 804
ME: oh okie where u now??
The Gal: ohh mi ar.. i'm at harbour centre now =.=
Me: WA so far liao ar =.=
The Gal: yea cuz i'm working there..
Me: hmm orhs okie i will ask my fren take from you his going vivo for interview
The Gal: orhs okie wad ya fren name?
blah blah blah..

until at night.. i went tojia gui house take back my hp lol.. sorry to those who r finding me..
at the end of he dae got heat stroke=.= wa lao sway.. den rest early ytd..

woke up abt 9:30 todae..
gonna meet wei change again for breakfast n see wad to do..

2007-03-06T10:37:00.000+08:00

ok i change blogskin le.

n blogsong of cuz..
3 Door Down -Here Without You its an freaking old song but its nice =) enjoy

2007-03-04T01:29:00.000+08:00

hmm few dae nv blog le. todae went out wit my cousin they all to ps walk walk den awhile my 2 biao mei nid to go home as their family condition kinda strict so yea.. after tt we four guys decided to watch ghost rider..

after tt took last train home lopx.. along the way.. listen to i'll remember you..
makes mi remind of her.. my heart keep pericing.. remind mi of esplanade roof top.. remember our secret?? sigh... vivo city roof top.. used to sing song there i remmeber tt time we sang jia gei wo.. and i remember every morning sometime walk wit u to np den take mrt if not ride bike long pang you to semb mrt station. sometime bought you chocolate n ya fav chocolate milk for u in the morning..sigh i miss the bus 859.. miss the seat of 804.. miss the habit of bringing dog..and i remember u told mi no one have ever give u a surpise bdae present i remember on ya 14th bdae, i made for u a surpising bdae just to make you happi.. i still remember tt time when ya in trouble wit ya parent and i did it for ya sake to take the guts to approach em, sigh. how i wish tt time when i approach ya parent i got wack by em, cuz i realli dun deserve ya love..sigh..

my tears are all nothing, my pain is cannot be desribe. i shall bear it all by myself..
0252.

2007-03-01T02:59:00.000+08:00

wa.. time flies really too fast.. sian.. ytd went sch. finally.. but onli for half day.. sian.. tis few dae i have been taking afternoon nap =.= realli sleepy tis few dae dunno why.. den wake up already 8 if not 10+ =.= like ytd slept at abt 5pm+ den wake up 10.30pm liao wtf.. so fast la.. wad i doing during sch time? slacking lopx.. if not smsing fren.. veri bored. wad abt todae will i go to sch? sigh.. think of school SCHOOL SCHOOL!! si bei sian ar.. jus now went for dinner wit fren.. while going to 418 at 417 there saw her sis n her sis bf lopx.. den call em jus to sae hi lopx.. sigh feel like i'm gonna fall ill soon le..i wish i could fall ill.. jus now on the way home yea walk in the dizzering rain lopx.. thinking of last time.. sigh..dun feel like blogging le.. other dae ba..

and i uploaded new song.. that is恶作剧 enjoy..

2007-02-26T17:52:00.000+08:00

sian tis few dae realli nothing to do ar..accompany fren bring dog den lol.. the block 435 alot of jack rashel including fiona de lol.. tt time saw her.. den slack wit em awhile den i go n play basket ball.. sian ar. hmm brothers.not tt i change as in i seldom ton like last time cuz i have to go sch. i dun lend psp cuz i seldom lend ppl such ex item not tt i dun trust ya guy. its jus i dun realli like lopx.. sorry for tt.. and i seldom let ppl come to my house except for my childhood fren. hmm few more dae leaving sg le.. going over my relative house stay few dae..

2007-02-25T01:48:00.000+08:00

hm... tis few dae nothing to blog lehs.. sian..
alright.. todae.. sian i slept total abt 12 and a half hour =.= wtf.. so late la when i woke up its abt 7:30 pm =.= so wake up abt 8 went to basket ball meet eugene, li jei , kun long and wei ling plus jerome lopx.. yea so slack wit em.. den after tt i went home take ice cream for em as we slack awhile at park.. den i sun bian bring my bao bei parrot down to play xD den bring her back lol..
shall stop here le.. nothing to sae..

sigh.. saw you n him so loving ok la jealous is sure got de la.. but the point is WAD can i do.. its hurtful for mi to think back those time we spend together sigh.. serious.. regret.. i still cannot forget you until now.. the feeling is still there.. sigh.. yup.. jia you for you and him lopx.. sigh..

2007-02-24T19:39:00.000+08:00

sian stupid blog dunno why kinda laggy lehs anyone can help mi?

like once i post i have to wait until tml den the thing post out ZZZZ wad happen sia..
same problem apply to change blog skin n song =.= someone help mi..

2007-02-23T17:46:00.000+08:00

change blog skin le.. but kinda got error someone teach mi more abt blog >.<

2007-02-21T23:51:00.000+08:00

alright.. decide to change blog song again..
Guang Liang - Ru Guo Ni Hai Ai Wo.

2007-02-21T18:49:00.000+08:00

alright.. 3 dae nv blog le.. ok.. so yea start from 3 dae ago.. first of all i wish enyone tt is reading blog a happi chinese new year xDD

ok..new years eve.. went to cousin house.. have reunion dinner. den abt like tt onli la LOL.. nothing much den play there.. yea.. so next dae NEW YEAR xD

went to cousin house again.. all gather there for collection of ang bao xDD den yea oso nothing much play n chatting wit cousin den play wit em basket ball.. so next dae..

went to aunt house play again =.=.. so yea oso nothing much chatting, playing n play basket ball.. after tt back to home sleep..

tis morning abt 3am+ went wit my 2 fren to jalan kayu as one of em got car so yea we went there for supper.. den along the way to jalan kayu there is one chair dunno who put de.. in ther afternoon u see is nothing.. but in the night =.=.. creepy sia.. den we was like keep saying abt tt chair lol.. den after supper went home.. 4+ den met up wit zi jian n joey awhile den slack wit em until 5+ den i went home to sleep.. until after 4+ den wake up WTF.. i dun wanna wake up so late de.. sian~~~~ n as usual.. didn't attend school =.=.. fuck la.. so tml i muz go le.. enough of nonsense.. lol.. so yea jus slack at home play com awhile den i went to market fish shop~~ LOL... i go in exchange orange wit em xDD n take ang bao ~~~ WOOT HAPPI NEW YEAR KOR KOR N JIE JIE xDDDD haha..

hmm going down soon for basket ball maybe?? kinda nothing to do at home..

hmm.. as for you.. i wun forget.. happi new year to you too.. may all ya wish come true =) any problem can come for mi i will do all i can to help you... just remember one thing i'm always there for you.. 0252

2007-02-17T23:30:00.000+08:00

alright.. let start from thursdae.. was planing for bbq n was ready.. ended up nv go school. n jun xiang pon afternoon lesson jus for the bbq.. ended up WASTE OF TIME AGAIN~~~ sian.. next bbq will host it on poly n jc hols i dun care they muz come~~ roar!! lol... so was sian la went to np wit ivan n xiang.. we went to arcade slack since nothing to do.. after tt bball.. lol after i was elbow by jordan.. lin jei came to disturb mi i was lying on floor in pain den he came do WALL OF JERICO ON MI!! argh!! lol. after tt eugene n uncle they all help mi they all push lin jei on the floor den we play stack up xD LOL.. was fun..

ok. now fridae..went to bugis wit mc n weldfred. lol i was disturbing ppl n so on la n weldfred LOL the worst.. kana di siao by mi lol.. was kinda fun la.. bought a shirt from rebirth was cool =)
ok later at night went for bball after the rain =.= so yea.. play until light off den slack wit jerome, eugene, kun long and xiao ping haha.. so yea.. cuz xiao ping dun wanna go home early so we accomapany her.. until abt 12 they all muz go home le no choice but i jus bring her to my place wit my sis lopx.. she stay over at my place until next dae. i did not sleep onli rest few min onli.. den i let her rest..nearly 1 hour den i wake her up cuz meeting eugene at 6 at park.. den ended up we slack awhile den my sis suggest go yishun post office den after tt have breakfast. so yea we agreed den later on xiao ping went to my house wit my sis to my house to bathe while mi n eugene slack at park awhile.. den after tt we went to BK to eat was super funny we cannot stop laughing.. lol.. after eating we decided to go bishan buy cloth i not enough shirt~ somemore was plan to meet mc again to bugis den i sms him inform him tt change of place go bishan.. in the end i think he sleep =.= actually meet at 10 de lol.. den forget it went of wit sis they all.. yea shop awhile i finally bought one shirt.. after tt went off to home FINALLY CAN SLEEP.. so yea xiao ping came over to my house again cuz she onl go to her grandma house at around 5 like tt so yea she use com while mi n my sis sleep until 4 +=.= super tired la..

after that went to grandma house le REUNION DINNER =D we split to 2 table.. 1 adult 1 children.. so i sit wit the children =D sis at adult den we exchange food LOL.. after tt went off to play bball at there.. play wit some ppl there was kinda fun la lol.. den finally now back to home.. to blog.. ready for tml collection time xD lol..

to all reading my blog HAPPI CHINESE NEW YEAR =D now its 12 am xDD

2007-02-16T04:17:00.000+08:00

ok finally get to blog..

ok after i went down discuss wit xiang n ivan.. ended up another failure sigh..
next time i try host it on JC n poly holidae >.<

so yea tis few dae went np slack at arcade to kill time until at night play bball =.= no life sia..
cuz of the bbq..

den went to play bball jordan~~ u lay up dun nid elbow near my eye de ma..pain sia..

as for her.. i wanted to meet u on valentine dae de.. but.. better not la.. maybe he will send u home. so yea i dun wish to get hurt so avoid ya both lopx.. ya grandma oso she keep on asking mi to go in but yea i rejected. i told her no la its ok {hokkien} n smlie.. she oso ask mi whether we both quarrel ar. den i jus sae no lopx.. yea den ya dad came den i wrote something on the gift there dunno u got see anot. den i pass it to ya dad den i go off le.. hope u like it.. last long wit him.. =)

2007-02-14T16:24:00.000+08:00

alright back home after delivery.. was FUN hehe...

at first was bishan first.. wa tt wan was fighting against time.. 11 muz deliver.. we got the information tt she lady boss going out at 11am we onli know it when its was like abt 10:30am
so we rush.. haha den halfway through TRAFFIC JAM stupid.. den we both kan chiong so lucky we made it in time phew.. den all the way we slowly liao.. lol was paiseh la deliver flower to business area.. places like.. phy pri school, holland V and worst MOE =.= wad the.. mani ppl looking la machiam i buying flower for gf =.= too bad its not.. so yea was crapping wit kor kor along the way.. incase he fall asleep.. cuz we both veri tired.. 1 dae nv sleep den somemore go for delivery.. damn tired.. somemore i still got thing to settle.. sian.. the time almost crash together.. phew lucky we manage to deliver early now the time not crashing anymore lol..the whole thing was fun la from left side of SG go to the right side of SG boring trip but interesting customer LOL!!

alright gonna rest awhile later going out again BUSY AR~~

2007-02-14T05:58:00.000+08:00

hmm jus reach home.. planing not going to school.. going to fish shop help em deliver flower for those couple on valentine =)alright wad i did ytd is.. met up wit xiang 2pm ask i over slept.. was told to meet up at 12pm.. after tt su kheng came to my house =) she wanna check thing.. den after tt mi, xiang n su kheng we went to 417 met up wit joey, zi jian and jia min.. den after tt joey n jia min left as they got band, den zi jian, xiang, su kheng and mi we went to np have lunch.. after tt we wait for 851 to go bugis.. ytd alot of bus trip =.= den zi jian last min dun wan go cuz he wanan buy thing for someone so he meet his fren. left mi n xiang to take bus.. while waiting. saw jasmine =D yea den off to bus was chatting wit xiang n crapping lopx.. n discuss some bbq stuff. yea so reach bugis finally.. went to sim lim square first wanted to buy my mp3 ear piece the rubber de. but they sae nv sell muz go to the main company =.= dun wanna go kinda lazy. den yea went off to shopping while smsing jasmine. until abt 5+ we wanted to go queenway buy cuz bugis cannot find sad.. yea so while going mrt station saw pei si =D long time nv see her le. haha den off to mrt.. finally reach queenstown forget wad bus to go queenway le lol long time nv go.. i ask xiang more worse he nv come before lol. so yea i call my fren he sae take 193 =.= there onli got 195 n so on dun haf 193 so i ask ppl one guy i ask him..
i ask:"erm u oso going queesway?"
he replied: " i oso dunno lehs ii oso first time come"
me: "lol.. haha alright."
i was like diao =.=

so i ask driver he sae yes so yea we get on..
reach queenway..
we shop awhile finally saw one shop tt we both interested.. selling jeans de haha.. yea so we both bought.. diff pattern la lol.. den after we slack around. den i saw one got wit sparrow on neck den i tell xiang " eh xiang look.. famliar ma"
den he reply: ar yea lol..
den after awhile he saw one indian guy oso neck got the same thing. den tis time he ask mi
"eh tis place own by em ar?"
i was like LOL wad the no la.. jus tt so qiao onli lol..
yea so after tt we r tired.. so we went off to take BUS AGAIN.. tis time 855 wad the freaking long la wa lao eh.. den so listening to my mp3 n chit chat..
finally reach yishun interchange xiang took 806 cuz his tired somemore he got lesson ma.. so yea i take 804.. cuz going basket ball court.. den reach basket ball court first time i saw she was there.. sitting wit fiona lopx.. yea so i went there ivan came ask mi mani thing =.= den after tt lin jei come =.= he ask mi " eh ya ex there lehs"
den i was like dun bother entertaining him lol.. den went over to chat wit gavin n wei ling =)
n shooting some ball lopx.. den zi jian came oso.. brother i know how u feel man come on its ok de i told u liao.. =) sigh.. everytime i help ppl its easy.. when it comes to mi.. cannot make it.. sigh..
after tt i try to talk to her lopx.. trying to find topic.. hopefully time can heal everything.. sigh..i dun mind if u dun feel like talking to mi.. onli thing i wan is dun wan u to hate mi tt much..jus wanna be normal again.. so after tt light off.. so she went off le. den was chatting wit mc he ask mi out on fridae.. see i free anot ba..after tt zi jian come to my house use com awhile den went down meet jia gui =D for dinner. den we slack.. den we decided to ride bike to seletar nothing to do.. yea we at there chat lopx.. after tt i trip on to something.. sian =.= den have a quite long n deep cut lopx.. sian.. den we go back 418 wash my wound den slack at there lopx.. until abt 3+ we sit down wit jia gui dad n uncle jazz =D den they both show us magic trick =D was nice haha..
so yea after tt abt 5 i went off.. cuz nid to charge fone.. den saw the flower shop still open =D so went there saw wan lin n melissa den chat awhile lopx.. until abt 5:40 went home.. now to blog.. later gonna go out again DELIVER =)

guy all enjoy valentine dae =D
and her oso =)

2007-02-13T01:26:00.000+08:00

Alright.. as said.. will post tt time the EMO peeps at NP =D
there.

w00t zhi lian~~~

long time nv zhi lian le =.="

2007-02-13T01:00:00.000+08:00

alright.. new blog song.. actually its kinda old le lol..

jojo: too little too late.

2007-02-12T13:24:00.000+08:00

ok now back home to blog..todae went to school.. but halfway through afternoon got lesson i skip no mood to study so yea back home.. sigh mani thing has been happening around mi.fren, family, brother and my ownself problem. sigh.. yesterdae went play badminton wit jin ming.. long time ever since i touch my racket.after tt went to my house downstair the coffee shop. saw jia hui, her mum n her brother.. den slack awhile den went off to the other 418.. met up wit jia ming n lin jie.. yea so nothing to do so they accompany mi go home change cloth den we went off to np disturb ppl xD long time nv disturb le.. oso took some so call EMO KID foto lol.. i shall post it other dae.. after tt met up wit jia min n joey den after tt zi jian =) den we slack awhile more den we off to basket ball court den to dinner.. den all went home le.. left mi zi jian n jia ming we decided to go jetty. as i was kinda too emo.. sigh.. keep thinking of her.. no choice.. sigh.. i told zi jian n jia ming.. " up to now i still love her.. cuz there is still some promise heven done.. like.. watching sun set, sun rise, watch stars at semb beach which i told her one dae we go there but i dun think can le.. sigh.. n i still sae.. nvm i will wait.. but those promise maybe he can help her.. haix.." after saying tis few words.. of cuz i still shed tears for her whenever i sae abt her.. but my tears r totally nothing.. sigh..

hopefully you are reading tis.. i wanna tell u tis.. to the gal.. up to now after we broke up.. i still have feeling for you and its true.. all i wanna sae is..

i really still love u.. 0252
CheeHan..

2007-02-11T15:19:00.000+08:00

alright.. lets blog abt yesterdae.. went to fish shop abt 3+ like tt den i went to call my fren whether he wanna slack wit mi at market he sae ok.. so i meet him abt 4+ den went for late lunch lol.. den after tt went to bball court.. sorry to my fren he waited too long lol.. he sae he wan go home at 6 like tt den i drag until 7 >.<>.< wad the.. den change to badminton shoes =.= den went back to bball court crapping wit all the ppl there den after tt si ling and yan jin came to meet mi =) den we went for dinner sort of pang seh zi jian n joey lol.. sorry..den slack n have dinner wit yan jin, si ling, jerome, lin jie and mi lol.. den after tt back home abt 1+ den 2 + went out again went for cycle alone listening to mp3 lol den got emo again.. sigh. think back.. yea so went to yishun jetty.. alone again.. den went back to my house the park again.. saw louis, anu, irwan n 2 other malay guy forget name sorry.. so yea slack wit em until abt 5 plus den i went home abt 6.. den bathe le off to sleep until now den blog..

gonna go down again le..

2007-02-10T02:31:00.000+08:00

alright back from home.. went down help my so called jie jie at fish shop lopx.. she was busy so i was helping her looking after her shop.. yea was opening my mp3 on her radio =) n playing my psp. cuz nothing to do.. den abt 5+ fren call mi accompany him meet her fren {gal} to pass her thing.. den after tt accompany him went to np buy comic =.= den i went to time zone play some games first lol.. den 7+ went off to interchange.. i got a feeling i will see her on Q-ing on 804 cuz is often the time she go home de cuz of her cca.. sigh. realli saw her when i on the way going up to 806 she was at the front.. den when the bus went off i saw her lopx. she look at mi i look at her..well i wish the time could turn back.. sigh.. after tt went t play badminton wit my fren awhile. den went off to bball court.jerome ask mi for my cable for ipod de he wanna charge den i told him its wit her.. den he ask mi call her lopx.. den i called.. i ask her permission lopx.. den went to her house the staircase there she wad there waiting for us.. yea den take le de went off lopx.. after tt saw jin ming n one guy there chat wit em awhile lopx..after tt went back to bball court.. slack until light off play 1 match den slacking time.. was crapping wit mc they all den went to disturb ppl.. throw bball on the lift door make it jam.. den we went to other block chat again.. after tt mi n 1 guy forget wad is his name.. he always wit mc de.. den yea.. had dinner wit him lopx.. after tt send him till bustop accompany him wait for 804 den my fren borrow my bike to 700+ =.= den haf to wait for em to come back so i went to my fren house slack awhile den come down meet em again they return mi bike. after tt on the way home saw my fren brother i ask him abt army life.. EE i dun wanna go NS i rather sign on police.. yea den after tt came back saw my malay fren chat awhile den off to home.. now blogging..

sigh.. really miss the dae we spend together sia.. dunno why.. everytime i think of you i get emo sigh.. i will stil shed tears for you whenever i think back.. that is how hurtful keep thinking back those happi thing we done together.. realli hurt mi alot.. its all my fault haix.. until now i still cannot forgive myself.. really..how i wish we could be normal again..jus dun wish you to hate me so deeply.. serious.. sigh.. hope you know how i feel.. good luck..

2007-02-09T15:18:00.000+08:00

woke up abt 2+ usual.. did not go school again haix.. wad the fuck i'm i doing sia.. i'm sure to get debar de. sian.. good luck to those taking O lvls =) JIA YOU haha..

BBQ has to be postpone again le.. as mani of em got test can onli drop by to visit but not staying fo bbq >.<>.<

gonna go down fish shop help out liao..

2007-02-09T02:02:00.000+08:00

alright.. 2 dae nv blog le... kinda lazy.. ok lets talk abt wednesday.. went to school tt dae was practical lesson.. yea so went to class awhile was super tired.. yea so slept in class awhile =.= den my fren help mi do my work piece.. sorry brothers.. yea after lesson went home. halfway through sis called.. she ask mi wanna go salon anot xDD thanks jie =DD yea so i sent wit her have hair cut n rebon hair xDD weee abit guai guai leis for 17 years see ciu mor.. now straight VERI GUAI onli the fringe lol.. yea my sis went for reboning too plus treatment =) after tt went to 418 wit my sis n 2 other gal{ ex canberra } plus zi jian n jia ming =) yea after that went for basket ball went there to slack onli not playing cannot play stupid hair lol.. after tt went down to park again =) slack wit harfiz, tarmizi one more malay guy dunno who sorry lol.. zi jian, jia ming and don =D awhile den my malay fren left they go home.. den after tt si ling came to meet mi =)
den chatted awhile den i send her home first den came back meet em again.. den awhile more i left go home sleep..

next dae..

woke up at abt 11:30am thinking of pon morning go for aftenoon de.. den my fren call mi ask mi reach school by 12:30 den i sae i will be late den he reply mi den u better dun come la. den i sian diao sigh.. sorry fren.. i'm really tired of studying liao. dunno why.. feel like quiting BUT CERT!!! FUCK LA..

after that didn't went to for school.. so yea met up wit su kheng for lunch.. she got work on tt dae yea so meet awhile den she go find her fren den i went to fish shop help jie jie guard shop n chat wit her lopx.. until abt 5+ went to buy present for my sis =D jie love it ma? xD mini perfume WOOT!! haha. den went home slack play psp until 7+ went down to meet jun xiang to gather bbq thing. wad to buy n do some calculation.. but sian.. i think thing going to turn out bad lopx.. sigh.. hopefully not a failure bbq again >.<

hmm. saw u n him so loving i'm happi for you.. rather den wit me.. so useless.. dunno wad u thinking.. dunno how you feel.. one word for mi la.. failure.. seriously.. sigh.. its good that his better den me.. really.. i cannot give u the happiness enough..sigh.. good luck n stay hapi always.. any problem dun jus contact mi ba.. i dun wan u to give mi cold shoulder le.. i dun wan u to hate mi.. i jus wanna be normal again to talk to you.. sigh.. hope you reading tis. i'm sorry.. sigh..

2007-02-07T06:10:00.000+08:00

jus reach home.. went to ton wit jia ming, zi jian n joey {she came later abit..}
at first.. i discuss wit jun xiang.. almost done le.. called up some nvps lost mani years contacts.. after tt when i was going basket ball court.. saw her bring her dog. sigh..den i jus walk pass lopx..reached basket ball court.. went there slack awhile.. play bball wit ivan against joel n shawn.. but was not realli tt happi la.. almost started fire.. sian.. but dun wan.. dun wish to create trouble.. jus a game play n after match forget abt it.. after tt met up wit gui =Dwent to his place take some nvps number too called em up.. after tt went to have supper wit jia ming and si ling.. den she go home first.. after tt jia ming went home take bike.. i oso.. den go to her house downstair long pang her lopx.. together wit jia ming.. we went np wait for zi jian.. after tt we went to slack at my house the park.. den went home awhile sis wan mi buy supper.. den after tt we slack again at the park.. heard some song from my mp3 den told jia min abt her.. sigh.. started to get emo since den.. den zi jian came wit joey as he went to bus stop fetch her come.. after they came.. i get too emo again.. den started to cry bit ZZZZ sigh... dunno why... haix..

those having sec 3 adventure camp enjoy =DD

take note valentine dae bbq for single n avaliable onli.. venue block 407 the park.. at 7pm entry onli for NVPS 89 batch =DD see ya guy there soon =)

dunno why whenever i see u is like seeing my enemy come poking my heart wit a knife.. veri pain n hurtful haix.. sigh.. dun wish to talk abt it le.. i gonna get ready for school soon le..

2007-02-06T19:21:00.000+08:00

todae wake up at 2+ zzz sorry si ling nv morning call u too tired le >.< lol..yea todae started met up wit su kheng =) she accompany mi eat lunch ended she oso eat haha.. den slack awhile lopx.. den she come over to my place cuz i wanan find my MC siao liao la.. cannot find dunno tml how to survive zzz.. dun care la if cannot find den suan le.. after tt accompany her to briing her broher lopx.. along the way in bus saw my malay fren {gal} in the bus chatted awhile den reach the place le.. bring her brother to my house downstair the park to play after that.. off to home to blog now.. later gonna meeet xiang serious stuff to discuss =D 89BATCH NVPS GATHERING WOOT!!!!! =DDDD

Organiser Chee Han And Jun Xiang =DD TAKE NOTE~~~~~

2007-02-05T10:28:00.000+08:00

hmm blog awhile ba.. as usual.. todae nv go school again.. sigh. i dunno wad i'm i doing.. my fren mother told mi before she sae.. " if you are draging yourself to school every morning might as well dun study.. waste of time.." think of her sentence its true.. but if i quit since i'm year 2 y not continue until i get my cert?? but i jus dunno why i feel like carry on my studies in ite.. tis realli sux la the course.. my fren told mi make use of tis course to go poly or wadever.. but tis jus doesn't suits mi seriously.. sigh.. wad the fuck i'm i doing.. so directionless..

yesterday did not sleep.. ask zi jian meet mi.. we went for late supper.. den slack at my house downstair the park.. until 4+ den i decided to go zi jian house slack.. den abt 6 he call his stead to wake up.. as for mi i sleep awhile until 7:45 morning call si ling wake her up haha seh veri easy to get disturb to wake up.. so easy job for mi =) after that abt 8+ in the morning i go home bathe den zi jian n kun long accompany mi buy mc den after tt we went for safra to play billard =.= i was called foul king ZZZ cuz they always give mi snooke ball =.= somemore i onli play pool not good at billard lol..

i did not intend to approach him or wad so ever.. y muz u put mi in the position like dun give u face like tt?? wad the fuck did i do i ask u tis first? a guy whom i dunno cannot call his name mehs?
a guy whom is not even my fren i cannot call mehs?? mani ppl i dunno em but i noe their name i oso jus call.. after sometime we r still fren.. but y cant i know fren from semb?? is it an offence? sigh.. y muz u be like tis to me.. i oso not going to wack him or something or i'm i going to disturb in ya guy relationship.. y muz u be so sensitive..sigh...

2007-02-04T23:42:00.000+08:00

sian sian another boring dae.. todae woke up at 3+ again zzzzz i dun wish to wake up so late den but no one wake mi up so yea.. ownself wake up at 3+ cuz my house downstair noisy la no choice.. so i went down to 418 eat frst met up wit MC he accompany mi to eat.. den after tt i go 437 play bball.. along the way i saw jia liang at first i cannot confirm its him anot so yea.. mc tell mi its him so i try calling he replied.. so its him den hmm dun care lopx.. cuz i noe they stead liao.. so after that went back to my house downstair the basket ball eugene sae got yishun town ppl there wanna play wit em bball so yea we went again.. MC mi dave n eugene lol... den we play.. until abt 6 jun xiang came =) we accompany jia min to np near by clinic see doc.. after tt we went for dinner at 925 den take cab back to 437 again =.= so we slack after the light off at jia min house downstair lopx.

as for her.. i dun wanna interfere in their relationship.. i dun wan her to hate mi any longer.. sorry for last time wad i have did.. i apologise i jus dun wan u to hate mi.. only one word i can sae now is onli sorry.. i'm really veri sorry.. sigh.. always think back of last time.. onli makes my heart pain really pain.. all my fault I CANNOT FORGIVE MYSELF ARGH!!!!!!!
jus feel like ending my life.. y i'm i such a failure.. WHY.. sigh.. to the someone.. good luck n good bye..

2007-02-04T15:30:00.000+08:00

back to blog..ytd met up wit MC he ask mi to play bball at my house downstair the park.. yea so i went down to my house downstair the park wit jia ming n zi jian xD den play awhile.. lin jie wan ling n eugene came too xD awhile more si ling n eddie came along plus dave =) den we play n chat.. around 5+rizal wanted to meet mi LOL i ask him come my house downstair the park he walk until yishun park wasted his 5 bucks lol sorry man..so he sae forget it he go for his lesson LOL yea so met up wit him again.. at night went for dinner n watch soccer.. liverpool n one more team dunno wad name forget.. 0 :0 =.= waste time watching lol.. yea so send rizal halfway onli den i went back to the park met up wit si ling, jia ming, eugene, yan jin, jerome, ivan, fiona, lin jie, wan ling, eddie, yi xiang n ah hong. den chatted awhile.slowly all left until left mi, si ling, eddie, ah long n yi xiang. den slack until abt 12+ like tt police came =.= i told em to throw away the cig.. lol the police still remember mi LOL.. ask mi how my family =.= so yea den abt 1 like tt we leave they wanna go home as for ling she wanan find her mother.. so i nowhere to go i went to find ah teck lol.. went for supper xD den chatted wit him at bball court until 4+ den i go home sleep.. until now den start to blog later gonna go down again i dun wanna stay at home boring~~

hmmm.. u have stead wit another guy le.. i noe who but not gonna sae.. sigh.. why u change heart so fast.. cannot believe.. but hope u noe wad u r doing.. i wun bother u anymore.. but if anything happen to u i will not be at the side watching u i will help no matter wad..

2007-02-03T00:29:00.000+08:00

hmm.. jus reach home.. back from basket ball.. yea play awhile den met up wit ling n yan jin =)
have dinner wit em lopx.. den met up wit my brothers =D zi jian, jia ming, jia gui n jerome =D chatted wit em lopx.. yea so i decided to ton wit em ba.. since i realli nothing to do spend our no life together..kae la i nothing to blog le gonna end here..

as for you.. i decided to let u go le but not totally.. although i really hope we could be together again but its hard now.. sigh..really hope one dae u would come back.. i really miss you.. miss the every first time that we had.. sigh.. all i can say now good bye for now.. if u got any problem still can call mi or sms mi lopx.. i will still be there for u serious..

2007-02-02T14:07:00.000+08:00

let talk abt yesterdae ba. hmm.. went down to market slack lopx.. nothing to do at home after returning from indonesia..den on the way saw dave lol crap wit him awhile onli lopx..den i went to market liao.. slacak awhile.. su kheng called mi ask mi whether wanna meet anot.. so yea met up wit her.. den bring her to see her fren kun long engeue plus dave.. haha.. yea chatting n crapping around 408 there.. den engeue left wit her gf so we 4 ppl we went to 418 have lunch den dine came along =) so yea after that andrew came oso LOL den we all crapping together until we all eat finish den we 5 ppl went to bball court lopx.. andrew went out wit his fren lol.. yea so we reach bball court le. play awhile lopx.. den my hp no batt ZZ so i went home charge awhile.. den come back down again..saw her lopx.. she came at same timing wit mi i think..den i did try to talk to her but.. sigh.. nvm..

Alright.. now talk abt todae.. jus woke up at abt 2 didn't go school as usual due to over slept =.= my mum oso over slept den she late for work oso lol..hmmm sian ar.. nothing to do todae i think i better go down slack at home nothing to do de.. sian..

sigh.. ytd saw u.. u dun get the wrong idea.. i was trying to help u but u give mi attitude.. why?? why muz u hate mi so much?? love someone got wrong?? care for someone got wrong?? but why muz u hate mi so much sigh..its hurting to mi but its ok.. i can take it.. u still dunno how much i still love u.. its has not change after we break up.. i jus wanna hope tt u could come back to me one dae.. u still leave a position in my heart.. really.. sigh..

2007-02-01T15:05:00.000+08:00

ok back home now.. sorry fren lol.. i not going over there for holiday la onli pay respect to grandma nia la.. so yea onli stay over there one night.. was fun la actually there although far too kampong from sg =) simple life lopx..we rode motorbikes out to play yea =D fun.. n a tall tall guy by the nick of jaguar i think.. scary.. n a guy wit an eye behind EEEE tt place was creepy den i told em let go dun stay here too long.. n never look in the eye of the giant guy.. ask him stand one time muz give RP 5000 = SG less den $1 =.= rather i stand den ask him give mi RP10000 for being short lol.. den until night.. 12am we start those serious stuff that we nid to do le..

i'm not gonna sae abt wad happen there=) no surpose to sae lopx.. yea den went to our relative house abt 2am+ {SG time..} den slack awhile listen to song den sleep.. till morning wake up bathe. eat abit for breakfast den off to ferry terminal liao.. hmm.. later going to slack again le haha.. gonna end here liao =)

2007-01-31T10:20:00.000+08:00

hmm.. here to blog awhile.. will be boarding 12pm ship..so yea abt to reach 11 muz leave house le.. take care guy =)

2007-01-31T02:52:00.000+08:00

yesterdae. went for basket ball again.. was fun la. haha.. crapping there..
n i decided to join em go for training since nothing to do..

hmm... todae going over to indonesia le.. maybe returning on thursdae or later.. depends lopx..
unless ya dun mind bill cheap LOL sms mi =.=
kae la gonna end here liao.. heven pack bag.. todae going over le take care guy =)

hmm as for u.. if u dun really hate me.. anything happen miss call mi lopx.. den i call u back..all i wan is when u needed help hope u noe tt i'm still around.. i dun wanna be left out in ya world totally..

2007-01-30T01:26:00.002+08:00

the time now is 1:26am.. sian. nothing to do.. hmm.. tml gonna meet up wit xiang for morning fishing as we both got same time table tuesdae no lesson!! xD haha..

to be continued..

2007-01-29T22:50:00.000+08:00

back from bball court.. went there play awhile.. leg too pain cannot run much.. STUPID LEG..haix.. oh ya den halfway through she came too =) yea so got chat abit onli lopx.. den went disturb ppl nothing to do.. den play match together wit ivan n joel was fun haha.. but awhile onli la.. leg really cannot take it.. after tt i go di siao lin jie.. lol trying to help him vomit in the end succeed lol lame =.= after tt slack awhile.. accompany joel chat awhile until light off.. den wanted to send her to her house downstair de.. but i think she dun wan... she walk veri fast somemore my leg pain cannot walk fast.. yea send her halfway lopx..

sigh,. realli hope u dun hate mi as much as before.. but one thing for sure no matter how muh u hurt mi or how much u hate mi i will still help u when u needed someone... trust mi..

2007-01-29T18:00:00.000+08:00

hmmm i shall blog since nothing to do.. hmm.. todae went to shool lucky todae morning lesson never sleep.. got learn abit onli the afternoon =.= cannot tahan.. sleep throughout the lesson..
lesson ended at 4:30 when i told my fren sae i 4 release.. sorry to make u wait too long.. wa leg pain >.< maybe later going down to bball court le.. nothing to do at home staring at com oso nothing to do..sigh...

to the person that i still love.. sigh.. think back.. i promise to take u to semb beach watch stars and sunset..would i have the chance? sigh..
everytime think back my heart pain.. dunno why.. i never fell for a girl so deeply before.. sigh..

2007-01-28T23:44:00.000+08:00

hmm... todae.. went to market slack awhile den buy goldfish feed fish xD long time nv feed em liao... my dad cruel nv feed =.=

ok den met up wit rizal, yan rong n her fren duno wad name sorry.. went to gym.. den work out lopx..wa nearly i lost my HP phew.. lucky ppl return to the counter thx man.. den went to badminton there borrow court from ppl play double wit one mix double.. we lost cannot blame we both nv touch badminton for long liao.. lol.. yea den accompany rizal meet yan rong den we went to 418 have dinner.. after that saw jia hui lol... crap wit her n jia min on the fone awhile den we went off to bball court.. yea play matches we won lol.. i was almost doing nothing in the match la onli snatch ball from others.. oh yea den she came along too =) chat wit her n crap wit her awhile lopx.. =) den awhile more siling come meet mi =) haha.. den play awhile light off.. she went home wit her mother.. den i accompany rizal to interchange since nothing to do.. den take bus back to meet up wit ling they all again lopx.. crap until now.. wa leg pain.. damn i got a weak bone >.< now gonna bathe den sleep ready for tml school sian.. =(

2007-01-27T22:46:00.000+08:00

todae.. met up wit zi hui at mrt station.. went to cway walk walk.. den send her to her house mrt station bukit gombak =.= LOL!! ok la since nothing to do.. yea so later met up wit jun xiang n si ling.. we went for dinner den slack around.. play awhile bball wit ivan n fiona lol =) now back home to blog sian..

2007-01-27T16:21:00.000+08:00

sian jus woke up not long ago.. later gonna meet zi hui~~ lol.. since i got nothing to do.. my fren wanted call mi for fishing but bad weather again la.. kae la back home den blog.. gonna bathe den go out le..

2007-01-26T23:17:00.000+08:00

ok back to blog again.. went downstair to bball court again.. play awhile wit mc n his fren den ended up raining so we stop at block 437 slack n chat awhile.. amston ask mi to go his house so yea i tell him later if i going i call him.. but they invited jia jun too lol.. yea chatted awhile wit em den saw jia jun so i follow him up to amston house.. was crapping n watching funni VCD at his house lol.. now home to blog..

sigh. i keep thnking of u everydae. whenever i close my eyes wad i see was those happi thing we did together n those stupid mistake that i did.. everynight i live in regret.. if i can have one final chance.. i would wan u back to my side once again n i will do my veri best not to make the same mistake again.. sigh..

2007-01-26T17:52:00.000+08:00

todae abit fun la.. went to school. todae lesson until 11 den went wit fren to world plaza play pool until 1+ den we leave thinking of taking 852 to yishun interchange ended up the bus stop at bukit batok interchange=.= so i took mrt.. slept awhile in mrt. finally reach yishun saw amston at northpoint.. chatted awhile den he ask mi whether wanna join him, nic, don n andy to ps so i anything lopx.. but ended up they went to cway =.= accompany don to take back her fone.. 6280 SUX LA mani problem de.. lousy fone.. den we take 969 i think back to yishun den take 804 saw si hui~~ lol.. chatted awhile den went off.. finally reach home to charge my fone den now blog..

2007-01-25T23:37:00.000+08:00

reach home.. jus now went to bball court play.. lol team up wit jeremy, fu xiang against ivan they all lol.. was funni we switched name.. i become jeremy, den jeremy become mi Lol.. den we play n play.. until when jeremy n joel going home, i join ivan they all play match.. Lol.. we mostly score 0 =.= opponent too strong.. sian. play until light off den play awhile more den i went off to dinner.. den home to blog.. super tired.. tml still gonna go school.

2007-01-25T18:33:00.000+08:00

todae went to school.. kinda sian but abit fun la.. todae abt lunch we went to westmall to slack.. together we got abt onli 4 guy including mi.. den got one i dun realli like him.. but jus dun care la..

ok back to the story.. haha.. one of my fren wanted a gal number from a store gal.. so we help him we stand at her store there thinking of wanna buy badges from her anot.. so my fren bought..

den tis..

haha.. den mine is..

haha.. lame sia..
in the end we help my fren ask for number ended up answer NO!! LOL!! den my fren sian diao..
he sae dun give up mondae go again =.= wad the...

kae la after charging my fone going downstair slack awhile..

2007-01-25T00:10:00.000+08:00

shall blog abt todae.. saw omella n the badminton gang at northpoint =) long time nv saw em liao..
den saw jia gui brother! LOL lame =.= oh ya den went to bball court lopx..
accompany zi jian back cuz he wanna change shoes den he accompany mi back home change oso LOL.. yea den went to bball court again..

ohh.. saw her at bball court there oso lopx.. den onli talk abit onli lopx.. cuz was watching bball match.. onli crap some lame joke lopx..

hmm.. todae saw you at bball court.. realli shock lopx.. haha. but ok la.. at least can see u didn't expect more lopx... hope u dun hate mi as much as before realli sorry..

sigh.. parent quarrel again.. sian.. who should i choose i dun wan em to part y muz they do tis to us.. sigh...

2007-01-24T14:31:00.000+08:00

jus woke up not long ago..
sian todae realli not in the mood to study.. sigh.. thus nv go school..
early morning parent quarrel sigh.. when i can i have a peace family..
when can i have a comfortable family..when can i have a happi family haix..
i envry my fren n other ppl who dun realli have family problem unlike mine... far too mani.. haix.. sorry fren i sae i todae would go school.. but i last min pang seh em realli sorry..
i promise i tml go school.. sian tml lesson until 4:30..

2007-01-24T01:38:00.000+08:00

added new song wo hui hao hao gou
new template

thanks guy =)

2007-01-24T01:21:00.000+08:00

hmmm... nothing to do so i shall jus blog ba.. ytd after accompany jerome to raffles place we wanted go back NVPS to see teachers but too bad all the staff were busy.. so the guard dun allow us to go in.. so abt 5+ eugene called to meet up so anything we met up wit him n her gf..sorry eugene LOL already called jerome not u sae but u wan him sae LOL didn't know tt we wanted to sae those thing sorry again.. sian another boring dae.. going school sigh. hopefully someone sms mi accompany mi chat in class veri bored.. kae la gonna end here le =)

sigh.. every night keep thinking of you.. sigh.. although i know u got stead le.. but haix.. there is nothing i can do but bless.. still have to sae anything still can call mi i will be there for you no matter how much u hate mi or wad.. i will still do my best to help if u needed someone.. good night..

2007-01-23T13:59:00.000+08:00

hmm... jus woke up.. =.= jerome sms mi ask mi whether wanna go raffles place lol..
nvm jus accompany since i nothing to do..

ytd play bball wit jordan, mc n wel lol.. was fun actually den until7+ like tt cannot play liao mani match lol..so yea slack there until 9:30 sis called -.- call to accompany her to cway buy thing. den jus go lopx.. hmm end here le gonna bathe den get ready meet jerome =D

2007-01-22T15:58:00.000+08:00

alright.. time to blog.. sian 3+ den wake up thus skip lesson..
bloody teacher told him call my hp or my mother hp.. sae wad will never call my father WTF..
ended up tt teacher call my father.. well got scolded by dad blah blah blah.

u think i like tis course? wtf sia.. teacher dun keep thier words.. still sae they wan respect they dun give us respect when they r tolded not to call particular ppl..ite sux ite sux..
nothing to do at home.. sian gonna end here going downstair..

sigh.. i heard news abt u again.. well although i heard tis i felt veri sad.. but its ok.. if any problem can look for mi lopx.. if possible for u no matter how much u hate mi i will take it nothing happen n when u needed someone to solve problem jus approach mi i will do all my best to help.. wish all the best to u..

2007-01-21T16:49:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. todae is my first time using blog.. thx my buddy teach mi how to do.. which i long wanted but no chance to create.. thx again =D

well lets talk abt ytd..

was super bored at home lopx.. den dine n JJ ask mi to meet up den ok lopx.. met wit up dine first.. played bball.. around evening JJ came =)
yea so.. the weather turns out bad super big rain..
n i started getting emo while listening to my mp3 sigh...

yea so i went out to bball court walk in the heavy rain..
after walking in the rain JJ accompany mi go home.. den we went for dinner.
den my turn to accompany him to his hse take his speaker den we bring his thing to bball court again.. started playing song again lopx..den dine met up wit us again =D
yea so we decided to slack.. we played n chat was fun =)

hmmm.. as we onli got 3 ppl including mi so little so was finding ppl... den ended andrew, his fren, nic, ah zai, andy, yan ling and bahbah met us to slack too =D
we chatted till 7+ in the morning den go home.. thanks guy

sigh..wad ever u think.. i stil have to say.. he told mi that u give him my hp number to call me.. he told me where is he so i met up wit him he sms mi first.. he contact mi first..y dun u believe me.. sigh..

there is jus too much memories within us made mi remind u all the time..i will never forget the first time we had together.. never forget the song we used to sing together..lastly dun forget i will still be there for u when u needed someone..